My Calendar

 

It’s here. It’s finally here…my IVF calendar.

I am ready to get started. I am eager to get started. I just want to hurry up and get started. Can you sense just how impatient I am? Can it just be the end of April already!!

I feel so many things towards getting started on this round of IVF with PGS, but excited just isn’t one of them. I have been given dates and a calendar before….I was excited then….and, then everything got postponed. There have been so many instances over the past two years where I have let the excitement take over and thought that things were finally going to work out only to have everything come crashing down. Everything has crashed down around me so hard lately that I just can’t get excited. While, I can’t feel this one emotion there are so many other things swirling around my head,  and I’m just eager to move forward.

I had a follow-up with my fertility doctor yesterday to make sure that everything went smoothly during the polypectomy. There was some hesitation during the appointment, which made me feel nervous, but in the end he decided that everything did look great…so, yay for that!!

Is it April 24th yet? I’m so ready for that date to appear on my calendar.

XO