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Suffering is optional

Infertility generates pain and it’s pretty unavoidable. I try to disguise my pain with a smile or pretend that it’s not there, but it is always there. It’s constantly there. It is constantly there, because….. Each month that goes by and i’m not pregnant is painful. Every pregnancy that ends suddenly is painful. Every question that I have to dodge… Continue reading Suffering is optional

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Not The Way It Was supposed To Go

I find myself in the same situation that I have been in before. My pregnancy made it just past 7 1/2 weeks, but then stopped growing. I feel broken, numb, and in a state of shock. I really thought this time was going to be different. I’ve been feeling the twinges and small symptoms that… Continue reading Not The Way It Was supposed To Go