Last week the hubby and I found ourselves back on a couch at ORM talking about getting started with IVF, again. It felt strange and disheartening to be back on the white couches again. To be sitting across from my seventh doctor talking about my chances of having a child through IVF. This time around I met… Continue reading IVF 2 Consult
You guys, I’ve gone and done it. I’ve shared my first ever post on Facebook regarding my infertility. My hands are still shaking and my heart feels like it may jump out of my chest. But, it also feels so liberating. I didn’t wake up this morning with the intention of sharing personal information, but… Continue reading Sharing my story
I didn’t have high hopes going into my discussion with Dr. B. In my heart I knew that we wouldn’t undercover the reason for my recurrent pregnancy loss and I knew that he wouldn’t have any sage advice as to where I should go from here. I had secret hope that I was wrong, but… Continue reading Discussion with Dr.B
That baby S is right on track. I am so relieved to have this hurdle over with. I know I am not out of the woods yet, but I am choosing to celebrate the small steps in this pregnancy. It is hard to do at times, but everyday I will put in the effort to… Continue reading And the ultrasound revealed…..
Another birthday has come and gone, and I am OK with that. I didn’t feel like celebrating or doing anything major for the 31st. I just felt like letting it go by un-noticed and without much fanfare. Usually, I am one who loves to celebrate my birthday and in the past I have never let… Continue reading Another Birthday in the books & Beta update
Yesterday was my beta day. And, it was positive. All I can think is….. here I go again. I am relieved that my body is giving me another chance at this. Before this morning I had convinced myself that I would be ok if I got a negative, because that would be better than going… Continue reading sixth time preggers
In the past almost three years I have been through a many Two Week Waits. I have awaited to find out if in fact I am pregnant and I have awaited the dreaded first ultrasound. The two-week wait can feel like torture and can be hard to navigate when all you want is for the… Continue reading Getting Throught The TWW