How Do I feel?

December 29, 2015December 29, 2015 the longest journey29 Comments

Honestly…..I don’t know. I’ve been trying to find the words to explain what I have been feeling these past few weeks and I can’t find the right word to describe what is going on inside my mind. The only word that comes to mind is BLANK. I feel blank. I know blank isn’t an adjective… Continue reading How Do I feel?

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Not The Way It Was supposed To Go

December 17, 2015December 17, 2015 the longest journey68 Comments

I find myself in the same situation that I have been in before. My pregnancy made it just past 7 1/2 weeks, but then stopped growing. I feel broken, numb, and in a state of shock. I really thought this time was going to be different. I’ve been feeling the twinges and small symptoms that… Continue reading Not The Way It Was supposed To Go